Feel abit bad not going to school today. feel bad leaving the guys to do all the work while i paralyse myself at home..confused. im still confused. i kept myself busy today wif minimal cleaning. mainly my study table. rearranged the insides of my drawers. get organized abit. still looking for my missing mascara. damn where'd it go. i did my bed. the weather was really drawing me to it. but the bed was forbidding. it was nicely done. dun mess it up. i washed my bathroom after three days of procrastinating. it now smells of Duck. gonna spray it up wif my rose air freshener later. my dresser too. it looks less messy now. got rid of all the rubbish accumulated by a long period of late preparation. wake up late. throw things here and there. leave it there for like ever. like dat lah.

realised something tho. i like to throw things away. i love spring cleaning. not onli to make the place look nicer for a certain festive period. i especially love the part where i get to dump everything into the bin and not see it ever again around the house. i prefer to see minimal things. too much stuff just makes me lazy to do routine cleaning. i can imagine my future own house..one furniture set consisting of a long sofa, a two seater and 2 single seaters and a coffee table, a tv set and the necessary media equipments, a dinning area fit for a family of six, a couple of flower vases, possibly potpourri too, just two carpets in the living and dinning area and the rest of the rooms wif just enough things for u to recognise its purposes. see? it is soooo unlike my parents' house now. haiz. so many things all at the wrong places. when it comes to festivities such as Aidilfitri and when we haf to do spring cleaning, my mind start to shut down.

my eyes are so tired now. i really wana rest em. tomorrow i better head to school. so sorry u guys..